My pain

[Beautiful Nightmare]

I have scars inside of me

Locked up tight for none to see

All these scars you gave to me

With out a thought, without a care

You ripped my heart

I hate you ber

 

No, no i dont hate you at all

This was my fault

Its me who should take the fall

 

I pick up a knife and how lovely it seems

Get away from this life

Ill be happy at last

Without you im nothing

I need you more than ever

But now you are gone

Run off with my heart

 

I pick up the knife and i cut my throat

Everything fades as my blood runs from me

The blood falls around me like a moat

I knew you and me were meant to be

 

I smile as everything fades

Seeing your face in my mind

My eyes stare blankly

Happy at last

[Peredhil]

You need to love you. No one else will be with you as much, listen to what you say as much, or take care of you as much - as you.

 

Graphic poem - it really gets the quantity and quality of pain you're carrying. Much better blood on the page than blood on the floor.

 

Hugs Arwen tenderly.

[The Portrait of Zool]

*Instead*

 

 

 

We could have made a family

and explored life together

But instead you split it.

 

We could have watched our children grow

and made a home

But instead you broke it.

 

We could have taken what we made

and made a new place for it

But instead you lost it.

 

You thought you had me beat

You told me there was nothing I could do

but your own guilt brought you down

Your own uncaring remained true

the little children grew up one day

and saw right through you

 

You were chasing that dream

I don't judge you for that

but it turned out to be a lie

so why dig deeper down that hole

that did nothing but make you cry?

 

Everything is gone

it's a brand new day

but I've learned from which way the four winds blow

leading me to a new family, a new home, a new life

a new show

 

you go home alone

to the cold comfort of what could have been

but now never will be

wastefully

instead.

[The Portrait of Zool]

Loved your poem - this was inspired by your title, and echoes of the sentiment.

 

Hope you don't mind.

[Beautiful Nightmare]

of course i dont mind

i really liked yours! glad i did something!

[WrenWind]

Echos Peredhil's message. You got to love yourself first sweety. Millions of hugs

[Chanz]

WOW! Well done Zool and Arwen!!

I loved both these poems. they were both full of raw emotion.

ARWEN- I could feel your pain, and your words tore through me. Once again( hate 2 b an echo) but u do have to love yourself

ZOOL- your poem was so moving, it made me feel in a strange way( a good strange way!! )

I really like them both.

Nice Job

[Beautiful Nightmare]

*smiles* thanks everyone!!!!!!