Guest opesopacus Posted August 14, 2002 Report Posted August 14, 2002 the pain which surrounds me the pain I dip myself into I’m out of control and the worse part is that I don’t know what’s wrong I can’t soul search I can’t look inside and I don’t know why it’s not that it hurts then again , maybe I just don’t know help me I’m gonna hurt myself if I don’t stop soon I though it was just a game , just pretend but only now do I realize if I don’t help myself do something , I’m going to destroy myself help me. the pain I’m in. I can’t explain. I don’t know why I need to drag this out of myself , I don’t know why all is quiet , but really , all is SCREAMING lately , I don’t even know what it is I’m feeling .
reverie Posted August 14, 2002 Report Posted August 14, 2002 hmm, seems to me about depression turning to self destruction/hatred maybe for a weird form of sadistic control of the pain... or using the external pain you can inflict on yourself to muffle the inner pain you can't quite seem to quiet... I recommending talking it all out... even if only too yourself... go out take a walk somewhere and let your mind wander too... help someone you like do something...floss your teeth, clean your room/car... do a make over/dress up just cause... 'because the day you stop taking care of yourself is the day you start to die... just my input... nothing more... if i'm off the mark... forgive me for my presumptions... revery the dreamlost "once again we go around, around, around again..." the dream continues... Which Colossal Death Robot Are You?
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