Guest opesopacus Posted August 14, 2002 Report Posted August 14, 2002 CURSED stab myself pick at myself @#%$ it all away I want no more this is agony anger @#%$ you all I hate myself kill myself find satisfaction and peace my mind is driving me crazy I don’t know what I feel I want to stop feeling it’s too hard . . . agony , irritation , unhappiness I am plagued. CURSED PT. II I want to eat myself away , to death why won’t someone love me ? why won’t he love me ? why do I have to work for everything so hard the sweat , the blood , the tears after so much struggle nothing feels good I want only him I love him but , unfortunately , he does not love me I’m angry , I’m frustrated he drives me up the wall I love him , the image of him , the concept which I know I have created but I still continue on loving him , even though he does not why can’t he see ? no , I don’t want him to see , I don’t want his pity why can’t he just have loved me from the start ? why does he not love me ? why is it that the ones I love do not love me ? CURSED .
reverie Posted August 14, 2002 Report Posted August 14, 2002 um okay... i'm not a great sage of advice or anything... but i've learned that it's self-destructive to confuse dependancy with love... and be careful what you wish for... because if you not ready for it, you just might get it, and in ways you never thought imaginable... revery the dreamlost "souls speak best through inspiration" the dream continues... Which Colossal Death Robot Are You?
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