TENSION

[Guest opesopacus]

so much pain to go through

        oh so much pain

everywhere I turn a grimace , unhappiness , I face pain

                so much pain

 

everything yields torture , sadness

I cannot overcome…

UNBALANCED EQUILLIBRIUM TEARS ME APART

 

I fall , I crumble like a tower of sand when the sunshine comes

once so grand , now a heap of nothing[ness]

 

forced to face what I have done to myself

oh , the effects of abuse later on…

God , I cannot overcome this

I hurt , it rips me , tears me apart

 

I want to silently scream

        implode , explode

I don’t know what to do

                struggle , pull , push