Guest opesopacus Posted August 11, 2002 Report Posted August 11, 2002 all these people better than me I’m worthless , just a piece of @#%$ I used to be recognized, valued but no longer is that the case now I am no one no longer the best and hence worthless, no longer respected people, teachers no longer look up upon me now the look down, down, on the dirt under their feet now others are better, much better than me …and what am I to do ? I try to get back on top, climb the tower, …transcend, rein supreme once more… the harder I try, the harder it becomes the steeper the hill to climb, the harder to transcend, demystify, better now what am I to do ? what does one do in a situation like mine ? once a queen, a @#%$ deity, now a pauper no one now, I’m worthless now.
reverie Posted August 11, 2002 Report Posted August 11, 2002 hmm, seems you gotta lot of pain... that sux... good luck working through it... writing it out helps... keep it up... here's a poems i wrote to cheer someone up on the pen one day with similar issues... maybe it will help... Lighta (writen to cheer up someone) Light a light, from within. If nothing's left then find a friend... If friends have gone, and all ignore Then be friend, and soath a sore. If tragedy, reflects all you see. A hateful rant, a shuddered plea... Then find a friend, from within... Embrace your brain, with all it's pain And learn to like, then maybe love Your tortured heart, broke short of love. The World turns cruel or kind to you, Rarely true, you knew, you knew... And wait a bit, you'll suffer it, Till nothing's left, just counterfeits. Tragic to see, reflected pleas You hum along, Self hating songs. Tragic to see, what does he mean? Roll back the black, and turn it green... Just look within, and find a friend. Try start with fun, and bloom again. Best too start small, a silly ball... A kitten cat, turned acrobat A spark to light, your candle bright. And when you laugh, you'll hold him tight. To enjoy again, that place within More often now, your mirror proud. To see you too, Your new, You knew. What was never true, you knew, you knew revery the dreamlost "burst forth the corners" the dream continues... Which Colossal Death Robot Are You?Edited by: reverie at: 8/11/02 6:55:40 am
Canid Posted August 11, 2002 Report Posted August 11, 2002 "She's not as crazy as she seems!" Canid calls out, running up to the Banquet Room. "It is interesting how differently people appear in their words than in person. This is my real-life friend who in my opinion over-analyzes her life and works too hard but is not as crazy as her poetry makes her out to be." Canid grins insanely and gets hit promptly on the head with a frying pan by opesopacus "Pretty light...." the wolf assumes a dazed expression.
reverie Posted August 11, 2002 Report Posted August 11, 2002 yeah funny how that works, huh? rev... Which Colossal Death Robot Are You?
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