The years have passed

[andrea hawk]

The world has coming crashing down around me

In the last years that have passed

I’ve pushed my self to the limit,

Then somehow made it back; mostly

 

My mother decided she hated my father

And moved in with a despicable man

My father lost his will power and well being

His heart hurts; but is surviving, mostly

 

I married a man I thought was my love

Things changed rapidly after he surpassed 21

My days turned into perpetual darkness

And somehow I survived the nights; mostly

 

I’ve witnessed first hand the terrors of this world

From kerosene bombs and mortar shells

And lost movement and feelings myself

But somehow I am still here; mostly

 

I’m not the girl I always used to be

Not so care free or sure of myself

I’m still meandering in this world

Still breathing and living… mostly

[Peredhil]

*hugs and cuddles,

the girl that was

the woman that is

and welcomes the hawk

back with love*

[andrea hawk]

Thanks!

 

It's been many years since I've been here. I didn't even remember my password. Thanks for your warm welcome. It's nice to see that some old friends are still hanging around this wonderful, old place.

[Snypiuer]

O.K., this one is really good. Moving.