Chanz Posted August 21, 2006 Report Posted August 21, 2006 My mind runs in circles, The wheels fall off their axels. Thoughts bounce off one another, Leaving me open to the other. My body is motionless, The coldness stirs around my night dress. My eyes are glued to the wall, All I can hear is the call. My voice is suppressed, I'm struggling to get undressed. My fingers no longer move, I feel your glare of disprove. I want to get help, But I find it impossible to yelp. I want to stop the demon, I want to be a real person. My thoughts take over my mind, Making it tough for the real me to find. I want to get better, And stop being bitter. I want to rid my body of my aches, I wish there was a way to slam on the breaks. I want to stop this spiral of decent, I want to put up a strong front. I need some relief, And I want an inner belief. I want my mind to realise, That i am still alive.
Chanz Posted August 21, 2006 Author Report Posted August 21, 2006 Meh, my mind spewed this out tonight when i was unable to sleep. Don't actually know what it's about or what's going on with it........it just came out.
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