Sweetcherrie Posted July 16, 2005 Report Posted July 16, 2005 OOC: A load of poems that were sitting on my harddrive...some of them good, some less good....Doesn't really matter...just airing ghosts... Black Brick Black from the inside Brick from the outside should’ve known that the clock doesn’t tick for me that the wheels would not be kept in motion should’ve known that after sun would come rain that you’d cause me pain and confusion should’ve known that you messed with my head that inside you’re dead of emotion should’ve known that the black would not subside that the bricks didn’t abide such devotion Brick from the inside Black from the outside
Sweetcherrie Posted July 16, 2005 Author Report Posted July 16, 2005 Existence It was in my dreams, Does this mean it’s here? And does that mean, That it only exists when dreamed about? Would it fade with waking up? Or can it exist, Period? If I dream about a place, Does that mean it exists? Or is existing, Realization? But if the dream doesn’t realize it’s there, How can it be anywhere? And if I go to anywhere, Will I spread out over everywhere? Cause if I go to nowhere special, I get back to where I was before. And having been everywhere, I know it gets me nowhere. Do you see? I mean really see? With your eyes closed, But still see?
Sweetcherrie Posted July 16, 2005 Author Report Posted July 16, 2005 Going anywhere? From here to there To anywhere And back Lost in a summer spiral Lingering in summer dreams Of long lost love The breeze picks up What’s left, and melts away Those momentous moments Until I’m here Not there Just anywhere And back
Sweetcherrie Posted July 16, 2005 Author Report Posted July 16, 2005 Lost How am I supposed to feel? When I want to kill what’s left inside How am I supposed to heal? When the tears haven’t been cried Should I feel more or less the same? The same as before I died? Before this happened? This happened far too fast Too fast to disagree You went on and decided without me Decided that we did not match Not match for what was meant to be Meant to be….should’ve seen Should’ve known it wouldn’t be Wouldn’t be this what I’m used to…be? Used to being hurt by now Used to…but not like this Like this it has never been….not for me at least You see I’m not meant to be…like this I just don’t match….should wear a sign that reads Careful! Don’t mix with love….
Sweetcherrie Posted July 16, 2005 Author Report Posted July 16, 2005 I feel... Sun blocks my stare, I feel Wind strokes my hair, I feel Rain wets my clothes, I feel Pain rocks my soul, I feel Touched by love and desire I see you, I feel I hear you, I feel I smell you, I feel I feel you Untouched but set on fire I feel, I should stop I feel, don’t go on But I feel I feel!
Sweetcherrie Posted July 16, 2005 Author Report Posted July 16, 2005 JUMP Today I knew kadeng I knew why kadeng Why people kadeng jumped KADENG -doubt- The hand of kadeng Of life pulled kadeng Pulled me kadeng away SMACK And threw me headfirst into a brick wall.
Sweetcherrie Posted July 16, 2005 Author Report Posted July 16, 2005 Spiralling Lost in the spiral Falling down Into a dark hole Of emotions From the bottom I look up Smilingly you look down I stretch out my arm But your smile is frozen Disbelief and astonishment Fight for primacy Hope turns into sorrow As I turn away from you I Slowly hit the ground My legs have given way To the tidal wave of despair That flooded me over I drown in sorrow Now I push away The only thing Worth holding on to Please find me…
Sweetcherrie Posted July 16, 2005 Author Report Posted July 16, 2005 Words No words just feelings But feelings are so hard to show And though I know that you would listen I have no way to tell, what you already know Through the virtual realm I reach out My hand touches yours…almost I stare into the silence And let the world turn on Without me, for one second I listen to my heart A strong beat tells me What should be said, To break the silence That lives within I warmly embrace that silence And ask it to guide me To where I am supposed to go How can I feel so lost when I’ve been found?
Sweetcherrie Posted July 16, 2005 Author Report Posted July 16, 2005 Sorry By hurting Masking hurt Words hastily spoken Spoke before thinking Thought before speaking more Realisation that neither was enough Enough to express the feelings confided in them Enough to express the regret confided in them Realisation that regret is not enough Emotions after thinking more Thought after emotions Words defined me Silenced now I am nothing
Sweetcherrie Posted July 16, 2005 Author Report Posted July 16, 2005 Opposites You speak about rain When I see the sun Opposites attract Heightens the fun You say it is cold When I feel the fire Leading the way Feeding desire You see darkness When I feel the light But who is wrong And who is right When in darkness A shimmering light Is brighter than The sun in daylight Let me light your darkness With my light Let me feel your warmth And it’ll just be, Right?
Sweetcherrie Posted September 28, 2005 Author Report Posted September 28, 2005 Down with the crowd In endless circles deeper deeper deeper deeper deeper deeper. Till there’s no way out Of this empty vessel Filled with black tar swirling round round round in endless circles. This might get an update, it's been something that floated around, and I might come back to it when I've set my mind straight.
Sweetcherrie Posted April 26, 2006 Author Report Posted April 26, 2006 Standing where? A line in between Looking from the outside in, to where I once was Wandering anywhere A wall in between Staring from the bottom up, to whom I once was Moving somewhere A bubble all around Grasping from the inside out, to what I once was Staying here A loving arm around Feeling from the top down, to why I will be I will still be me.
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