Beautiful Nightmare Posted May 31, 2005 Report Posted May 31, 2005 Turn the music up loud So they don't hear my screams, I bet they are so proud Of their teenage drama queen! Run, run, try run eternally, Try to run as the light Slowly passes me by, And turns to dreaded night. There i slit my wrists, I cut off my hair I dyed it black, I wonder why my family stare. They think i'm crazy or mad, They sent me away Hoping to stop me feeling sad, I wish there was a different way. They tore me away from my friends, Are afraid to leave me alone in a room, Fearing i'll bring myself to an end, And end up in a tomb. I only cut myself to stop the pain, The blood made me feel strong, I just didn't want to feel the shame, Is any of that so wrong?
Ayshela Posted May 31, 2005 Report Posted May 31, 2005 no words of wisdom for you, hon. just lots of *hugs* and a reminder that you're always welcome in my inbox, or any other way you can get hold of me.
HappyBuddha Posted May 31, 2005 Report Posted May 31, 2005 (edited) *Hugtackles* You don't need to run, you're quite welcome to stay here in fact What you did wasn't wrong, not at all - you did what you had to, to release, to escape, everything and anything that had pent up inside you. There is no shame for what you did, and I never for a moment waver from holding you close to my heart. Like Ayshela, my inbox and phone are always open to you. In fact, they've been busy harassing your inbox and phone for the past couple of days Edited May 31, 2005 by HappyBuddha
Peredhil Posted May 31, 2005 Report Posted May 31, 2005 You know my heart for you. I'm guilty of phone call as well. *hugs and doesn't let go* PereDad
Sweetcherrie Posted June 1, 2005 Report Posted June 1, 2005 *hugs tightly* Lost for words...but know that my thoughts are with you
Appy Posted June 1, 2005 Report Posted June 1, 2005 *hugs warmly* With you in thoughts, in that special way we have. There's nothing more to say right now, just take care my dearest *hugs again*
WrenWind Posted June 3, 2005 Report Posted June 3, 2005 You know where i am and how to get hold of me. My door is always open to you. *hugs*
Quincunx Posted June 13, 2005 Report Posted June 13, 2005 I read a bit of self-deprecation (not so rare, but useful) into that poem, but then it's faintly. . .humorous? Self-mockery with the shadow of a real "on some level, we're all being ludicrous" smile, on top of the pain? At any rate, this poem was an enjoyable read on a topic which does not usually produce poems that I enjoy.
DL_Snake Posted June 21, 2005 Report Posted June 21, 2005 arwen dear, i dunno what to say, really *hug* but remember there are still people here who love you, me exclusively
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