purple_shadows Posted November 12, 2004 Report Posted November 12, 2004 (edited) Is this about cutting? It could be, but it could also be something else. It could be a lot of other things now that I think of it. Maybe you'll figure it out, maybe you won't. Interpret it how you will. Finding Happiness I hate you You push me You judge what I do A small step for me Isn’t good enough for you We do what we can With the resources we have But you can’t see that You’re just like them Sometimes we all start from scratch Scratch Scratch Scratch One for the life One for the cost One for the youth that I’ve lost One for the loneliness One for the pain One for the bloodletting And maybe again One so the tears will not fall to the floor One so that trust doesn’t hurt anymore One because god is the only one there One because nobody cares One because fighting is sapping my strength One for the struggles that have been in vain One for the people who have turned me away One because I’ve done exactly the same One because living was never enough One because I loved you a little too much One because death is knocking my door One because I just don’t care anymore One because I can’t find an escape One because I never wanted to turn out this way One because I can’t let go One because I still have hope I close my eyes I fall away I give my life I have no shame I always do the best I can I cannot do much more than that And while I am not happy now Eventually I will be Pebbles may be all I’ve got Eventually I’ll lift a rock From that rock I’ll lift a boulder And with the weight of the world on my shoulder Will you not hold my hand? I can only do the best I can Do you really expect more than that? Edited November 12, 2004 by purple_shadows
Ayshela Posted November 12, 2004 Report Posted November 12, 2004 *wordless hugs* *sympathetic smiles from one who understands better than you think* *another warm hug*
purple_shadows Posted November 13, 2004 Author Report Posted November 13, 2004 *hugs* thanks Ayshela.
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