missing her 3 feet away.

[_Zen_]

i look across at eyes looking down

they look down on purpose

 

avoiding looking back at me

but it only makes the situation worse

 

ive faked so many smiles

a wink, and a sly smirk on my face

 

but she knows what im thinking

the look is all out of place

 

i sip a beer, the awful taste

preoccupies my mind

 

im searching my brain for a topic

but theres nothing i can find

 

trivial 4 word conversations

seem to make up the bulk of today

 

and theres so much to talk about

but i just cant seem to find the way

 

her answers are short

she knows shes being curt

 

shes so unapologetic and she knows

thats one thing i love about her

 

once in a while she fakes a smile

she winks, and gives a grin

 

but im sure we're both wondering

if our friendship is running thin

 

anyday but today,

it would never have crossed my mind

 

now all of a sudden shes cold

or maybe its just that shes tired?

 

and i think back to yesterday

any other time but right now

 

and im not sure why this happened

im not sure what, and how

 

ad everytime i close my eyes

im transported back in time

 

and a deep breath of air fills me

enough for another forced smile

 

and i know this is just a blip

on a long radar of our relationship

 

and tomorrow will be fun again

but damned if i dont miss her right now.

[Guest Morbid Angel]

hey! i really liked this. interesting set up and way with words. i thought it has a very interesting effect on the readers mind. AWESOME!

Morbid Angel