DAD'S 4TH MARRIAGE!

[Guest Morbid Angel]

Nothing describes how I feel,

It's like it's a huge deal!

I'm angry and i'm hurt,

I feel like i've been hit by a pile of dirt.

 

Why should I care?

There's nothing I can do- I wouldn't dare!

Because of me, they put their wedding on hold,

After I leave school, the house will be sold.

 

Not even 16 months, she's been dead,

It feels like i've had, a blow to the head!

Does he really think he can replace her?

I miss her soft hugs- like teddy bear's fur.

 

I already broke them up once before,

I don't want to hurt him anymore.

There's nothing I can say,

As he wants her to stay.

 

I don't want to keep these feelings inside,

But for his sake I have to make them hide.

I want everything like it was before she went away,

I want my life back, from before that day!

[BlackCagedHeart]

YAy!!!FIrst replier again/!!!!!!Woop woop. :woot: Good poem. Felt I was going to trikle a tear. ::frowns:: Oh, well. Good regardless

 

 

BlackCagedHEart

[Jareena Faye]

That's so sad... I'm so sorry. Empty words, I know, but at least they're true. It sounds like your father is really searching, and doesn't know how to deal with the loss. I pray you will both be well, and that the two of you can talk about it. *hug* Take care.

[DarkPainInside]

:yuiwink:

 

Great poem…fantastic actually…… but good god Morbid!!!

 

“I already broke them up once before,

I don't want to hurt him anymore.”

 

You didn’t do anything!!!!!! It was NOT your fault!! You couldn’t have done anything…

They’re adults, they make their own decisions. In fact, (with out me knowing anything about anything, as I do, lol) , they possibly stayed together in the first place for you.

 

Sorry…..I feel I cant offer any real words of comfort, not having had any personal experience on the matter …

 

Why does really good poetry often come from events of pain and sadness and alienation??!!

 

 

Have fun punching Johnny Howard for me lol (JOKING ALL!!)

 

:yuiwink:

Edited March 24, 2004 by DarkPainInside