Tattered Posted January 23, 2004 Report Posted January 23, 2004 I don't want to eat Last night I couldn't sleep I've entered a world within my mind Where my enemies are the hands of time I made some bad choices as we know But whats mine they'll take n' I can't let go I wish for a miracle, it's death I crave But tis' not me I picture in the grave As selfish as all of this seems Nobody understands what it means Another life beyond this life I hope for the chance to make it right Leave my womb and don't be sad I am sorry I chose a wicked dad I have turned, I'll never go back If only I could make up for what I lack To give you up or keep you here Is emotional death for me I fear I know it's weak and somewhat unkind Already I love you so much, I'd lose my mind Yet I know the strong, healthy family they are If I were strong I would let them keep my star But I fear I'll have given up my last chance To call you my own no more, last glance...
Alaeha Posted January 24, 2004 Report Posted January 24, 2004 This reminds me of a poem I read for my literature class. One of the opening lines went something like "abortion won't let you forget". This seems more like struggling over whether or not to give a kid up for adoption... I like this... it's a really saddening piece. Double-binds really, really suck. *Hugs*
Beautiful Nightmare Posted January 25, 2004 Report Posted January 25, 2004 *hugs* wow this is so touching! Its really sad *hugs again* its really good though
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