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Afraid 2 Love and Happy 2 Hate

 

I’ve got a razor in my pocket

And I’m not afraid to die

I’ve got drugs in my clasp

And I’m not afraid to fly

I’ve got my life in my hands

and I’m not afraid to waste it

I’ve got death on my mind

And I’m not afraid to taste it

 

I’ve got suicidal tendancies

And I’d love to show it

I’ve got black in my head

And I’d love you to know it

I’ve got blood on my wrists

And I’d love to feel it flowing

I’ve got heaven on my brain

And I’d love to be going

 

I’ve a hatred of this place

And I’m happy to be crying

I’ve escaped many times

And I’d be happy to keep trying

I’ve been pretending I’m ok

And I’m happy to be lying

I’ve been out of this world

And I’m happy to continue flying

 

I’ve seen the way they look

And I hate the way they stare

I’ve heard the authorities

And I hate them- they don’t care

I’ve been sick of being tied up

And I hate it- life's not fair

I’ve been wishing they can't catch me

And I hate the thing they call ‘Clare’

 

 

 

 

http://www.geocities.com/aelwryn/Anarchy.html

 

http://www.infoshop.org/kidz/k_action.html

 

http://www.turnoffyourtv.com/

 

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This is quite well written. Disturbed and very disturbing but I believe it catches the emotions of anger and despair quite well.

 

I’ve got my life in my hands

and I’m not afraid to waste it

I’ve got death on my mind

And I’m not afraid to taste it

 

 

The escape this person is asking for resonates in me even to this day.

 

 

I’ve a hatred of this place

And I’m happy to be crying

I’ve escaped many times

And I’d be happy to keep trying

I’ve been pretending I’m ok

And I’m happy to be lying

I’ve been out of this world

And I’m happy to continue flying

 

How brutally struck is this chord?

 

And I hate the thing they call ‘Clare’

 

Sad and yet understood, they have taken away even her self worth.

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thanx 4 the post every one- (they r good encouragement!)

Arwen, thanx 4 ur concern but im ok. i am living, and i think i allways will be- i dont have the courage to kill myself. i've just given in though; i cant stand it. people push me too far, tell me what to do and what not to and then how to do it; i hate my life and i hate them for it. i hate me and i am stuck. My razor, sleeping pills and matches don't work now. Not anymore.

:'(

 

thanks anyway!

 

:P

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Yeh i really know how you feel with the being told what to do what not to do etc it really sucks! and the people who do it to you well i know i feel like screaming and cursing at them to mind there own f**cking business! Ah sorry for the cursing just gets me very annoyed to think someone is going threw the same crap as me and i dont mind going through it well to a certain extent but to see other people go threw it kills me! I know being to scared sucks not that im saying to kill yourself but i dunno its just i know how you feel! I dunno if you do but i think you should really come on irc for a while sometime so we can talk proper! Id really love that!

*hugs and kisses*

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i'd love to do that, but i dont have irc, just MSN messenger....

(AAARRRRRRRGHHHH) sorry, that was just a bout of uncontrollable rage, bought upon me by power freaks lol

Know how u feel!

 

In response; u prob. feel bad seeing others go through it, coz u kno how much it hurts, even if you dont show it.

 

:)

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