DarkPainInside Posted November 17, 2003 Report Posted November 17, 2003 Afraid 2 Love and Happy 2 Hate I’ve got a razor in my pocket And I’m not afraid to die I’ve got drugs in my clasp And I’m not afraid to fly I’ve got my life in my hands and I’m not afraid to waste it I’ve got death on my mind And I’m not afraid to taste it I’ve got suicidal tendancies And I’d love to show it I’ve got black in my head And I’d love you to know it I’ve got blood on my wrists And I’d love to feel it flowing I’ve got heaven on my brain And I’d love to be going I’ve a hatred of this place And I’m happy to be crying I’ve escaped many times And I’d be happy to keep trying I’ve been pretending I’m ok And I’m happy to be lying I’ve been out of this world And I’m happy to continue flying I’ve seen the way they look And I hate the way they stare I’ve heard the authorities And I hate them- they don’t care I’ve been sick of being tied up And I hate it- life's not fair I’ve been wishing they can't catch me And I hate the thing they call ‘Clare’ http://www.geocities.com/aelwryn/Anarchy.html http://www.infoshop.org/kidz/k_action.html http://www.turnoffyourtv.com/
Guest Morbid Angel Posted November 17, 2003 Report Posted November 17, 2003 nice. just one thing---------tendencies is spelt wit a E not an N! NICE JOB THO! Morbid Angel
Regel Posted November 18, 2003 Report Posted November 18, 2003 This is quite well written. Disturbed and very disturbing but I believe it catches the emotions of anger and despair quite well. I’ve got my life in my hands and I’m not afraid to waste it I’ve got death on my mind And I’m not afraid to taste it The escape this person is asking for resonates in me even to this day. I’ve a hatred of this place And I’m happy to be crying I’ve escaped many times And I’d be happy to keep trying I’ve been pretending I’m ok And I’m happy to be lying I’ve been out of this world And I’m happy to continue flying How brutally struck is this chord? And I hate the thing they call ‘Clare’ Sad and yet understood, they have taken away even her self worth.
Beautiful Nightmare Posted November 20, 2003 Report Posted November 20, 2003 Wow i really like this poem your really getting better with every post i love the way you capture the emotion it just blows me away its excellent!! *claps* But seriously hmmm stupid question to ask but are you ok?
DarkPainInside Posted November 22, 2003 Author Report Posted November 22, 2003 thanx 4 the post every one- (they r good encouragement!) Arwen, thanx 4 ur concern but im ok. i am living, and i think i allways will be- i dont have the courage to kill myself. i've just given in though; i cant stand it. people push me too far, tell me what to do and what not to and then how to do it; i hate my life and i hate them for it. i hate me and i am stuck. My razor, sleeping pills and matches don't work now. Not anymore. :'( thanks anyway!
Beautiful Nightmare Posted November 23, 2003 Report Posted November 23, 2003 Yeh i really know how you feel with the being told what to do what not to do etc it really sucks! and the people who do it to you well i know i feel like screaming and cursing at them to mind there own f**cking business! Ah sorry for the cursing just gets me very annoyed to think someone is going threw the same crap as me and i dont mind going through it well to a certain extent but to see other people go threw it kills me! I know being to scared sucks not that im saying to kill yourself but i dunno its just i know how you feel! I dunno if you do but i think you should really come on irc for a while sometime so we can talk proper! Id really love that! *hugs and kisses*
DarkPainInside Posted November 24, 2003 Author Report Posted November 24, 2003 i'd love to do that, but i dont have irc, just MSN messenger.... (AAARRRRRRRGHHHH) sorry, that was just a bout of uncontrollable rage, bought upon me by power freaks lol Know how u feel! In response; u prob. feel bad seeing others go through it, coz u kno how much it hurts, even if you dont show it.
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