DoomGaze

A piece I wrote 3 months ago... about a girl i liked... The Seven Words ======================== I watch you in these days From a distance, In hopes to find Your emerald eyes. They captivated me, When I saw them. I was in love. The tempest of emotions, Freed me from my chains. But then again, I was lost And it got me nowhere. I fell to the ground And crawled on the floor. I was suffering. My feelings were still there, But they are now dying flames, Compared to the inferno They once were. Past thoughts of you Have lost their wings. I wasn't winning. They screamed endlessly, Falling into nowhere Losing all their meaning. They broke through the barrier, Unable to defy gravity.... Not any more. I was nothing, Just try to remember me, Even though it may be hard to do. I've been gone too long, Said nothing inbetween those times, Because of that, I want to leave. But before I go, One thing was true. I was once in love with you.

Now now, the title seems a little scary for all the people looking at it .... OMG OMG... thank you all lol, thanks a lot... didn't expect all this but yeah, it's happening.. anyways.. like i said before I wont post anything yet... i just got back from a surprise birthday party for me and someone else.... oh boy.... i think i drank a lil too much... ugh..... overall the day turned out to be just fine.... yup yup, boredom turned fun! lalala anyways... i think its off to bed with me... maybe soon i dont know... but soon.. Doomy

It's been a while..... such a long time away from this place...... but I've decided to return, on the date of my birthday. My tardiness can only be excused by the amount of things that has and are happening in my life. University is coming, that will determine my future career, and ultimately the rest of my life. But mind you, i have still been writing poetry here and there.. so I havent really lost my touch.... so I'd just thought to say allo allo.... im back again... and hopefully I'll try and stay here for as best i could.... in the meantime, I'll continue to write and post some of my finished up works, i've kept... But not today, Ive got a birthday to celebrate!! Doomy

Tonight I Cry ============ Stranded on my own plane of existence, My thoughts bleed out onto the open field. They caress and begin to drown my conscience And now my pleas of forgiveness are concealed. Tonight I cry, In the deep, dark corner that I've built. Tonight I try, To pick up the lost tears that I've spilt. The darkness consumed me long ago, As my siphoned heart turned cold black. It's lifeless beats faintly show, And kill the emotions that I lack. Tonight I cry, In the deep, dark corner I call guilt. Tonight I try, To cleanse the crimson tears that I've spilt. My hands are now stained and baptized in red, And I have no more tears left to wash it away. My clouded mind kept my judgment well fed With the emptyness, that's here to stay. Tonight I cry, In the deep, dark corner that I did tilt. Tonight I die, And sleep with the tears that I've spilt.

A Void Among Us All ================= Lying among all of us, Slowly rotting away our value of life, A void creeps, hidden to the eye, Inflicting nothing but a sense of emptyness. Sadness drifts from person to person, As they try to find something or someone. To fill them until they feel complete, But unfortunatly, there is no such thing as complete. Still they search, knowing nothing can cure them, Only wishing that this once temporary void, Go away with time, but it will And always be with us. Picking up pieces from memory’s lane, Discarding old useless one’s on the way. Such a pity that we can never carry them all, And hold them close to the heart. I see this day to remember my memories, Whom I’ve thrown away into the past. Our journey has just begun in this life, Beginning, ending within the void.

Shallow Grave =============== Moonlit shadows colour this grey world With melodies of undisturbed silence. Silent echoes ravage the darkness, As they leave a trail, guided by absence. Crisp, stale air fills my lungs, As I breathe in the world around me. A lonely breeze dares to speak in my ear, Haunting me with every word spoken faintly. I choose to run through a corridor of fog, Only to have it blind my direction. Each turn I took, torment followed, Until I dug my own grave, nailed shut the coffin. Feeling safe within the confines of solitude, I embrace the asylum-like walls. Demons beckon me within the dark, I let go, and succumb to their calls. They draw me closer to my demise, A soul lost, that no one could save. I watch as I float away, Away from the ruins of my shallow grave.

Katy, Katy, Katy.... whenever I see a poem this long (maybe not this long ) I tend to only read about half of it, but when I started reading this, it drew me in more and more.... This poem is vibrant with deep, raw emotion, and I'm quite speechless, to a certain extent. I will probably not endure what you have but I sort of know where you are coming from, thinking that there may be a chance next time that someone will feel and change their minds about you, even though everytime you tried, it came back and smacked you in the face. You show great courage and endurance at accepting your past mistakes and hopefully not try to repeat them in the process, but learn upon them. (Maybe I should learn from you, I'm struggling to accept my past now) As a final note, remarkably emotion poem that I would definatly give a good grade for... There is nothing like emotion at it's purest form in writing. :woot: :woot: :woot: :woot: :woot: 5/5 w00ts from me! PS. don't ever be ashamed of your writing!!

These Iced Tears ============== Gazing at the stars, here alone in the cold My emotions shiver within the dark. I try to grasp the things I wished to hold, But my world has become oh so stark. A cloud of sorrow hovers over me Like a lost child with nowhere to go. It follows just to mock me As these iced tears start to flow. I wake the next day to feel dead inside, The tears have not gone away. It's been years since I've first cried, And ever since, I've felt so afraid. So now I wait, For these iced tears to melt. Maybe one day, but not too late, Then I can hold the feelings I've never felt.

well guys I am back.. yes!! but not mentally ;;; having trouble writing poetry, but i will try and brew something up for later this week, Doomy!

I will be gone to Florida for about 2 weeks, I will be returning home the 31st of December, or hopefully, so i will be unable to write anything due to no internet access *grumbles* I will miss you guys, as well as my real life friends, but hey, i need a vacation... Until then, ciao guys and gals, have a great Christmas, enjoy the holidays while they last, and I will be back before ya know it!

Great to hear from you Ryan!! its been a lil too long withour you around.. keke, anyways, how are things? Over here, they are not so bad.... anyways, if you can go on MSN, ill prolly be there... Ciao!

Fade To Nothing =============== I'm walking in these dull days Thinking about nothing. Thoughts elude me in these days, I can no longer stand this suffering. Fade to nothing, The only refuge I can find. So sorry that I'm fading to nothing, I can't help it, I'm losing my mind. Someone please listen to me, Even if these are silent words I speak. Someone please help me, I need the strength for I am weak. Fade to nothing, Feeling so cold inside. So sorry that I'm fading to nothing, I can't help it, I've lost all pride. I'm almost gone from this world, I don't care, nobody cares. So close to being nothing in this world, I am overrun by despair. I faded to nothing, Given in to the fall. So sorry that I faded to nothing, I can't help it, I lost it all.

beautiful poem Regel, i love how you made the poem flow so nicely, the imagery is nice as well i love the first 2 lines, i dont know why, but i just do... hehe i guess its the way you put it. again beautifully written, i would love to see some more of your works.... keep writing!

Happy B-Day Zariah, hehe, i didnt see you on MSN yesterday, so i couldnt wish you a sooner Happy B-Day... Oh god i feel so ashamed, your birthday was yesterday and i didnt post anything until now... errrr, plz forgive me... hehe anyways i hope you had a great day yesterday, and wish you many more Birthdays such as this one.... i will talk to you later no doubt, on MSN tonight, thats if you on or not...

NEW SCHOOL OWNS OLD SCHOOL, THE GRAPHICS ARE WAAAAY BETTER!!!! errrrr, forgive me... hahaha, in my opinion both are even in different ways... i love a lot of the old school games, but i like new school games as well.... as an artist myself (or at least i deem myself to be one) i believe that CGs in a game are sometimes breathtaking, cause i am fascinated by the amount of detail is done to create them, as well as the in play graphics... but then when i think of old school, i find that even if they have the worst graphics ever, the story and the amount of extra searching for hidden things and so on in the game destroys the newer games... especially in FF series, there are so many things you can and find by searching, while i think the game developers have become lazy in that department... i will and always love to explore things in a game, either by randomly flying around in my airship and landing on islands or talking to every little person in a city... boy i miss that as for tetris it's a classic, but it does get boring after a while. Mario is always fun too most of the time, it also depends on the genre of game to that your playing... RPGs have drastically enhanced their graphics, but maintaining or even loweringall other categories. Racing games are one of the few genres that have improved in everything. Well enough from me, thats my 2 cents worth!